A mother from Texas, Michelle Rinella, felt like she hit the jackpot after finding love with a man 21 years younger. Following her divorce, Michelle re-entered the dating scene and found herself uninterested in men her age, whom she felt were preoccupied with mundane matters like parking spots.
Despite receiving messages from younger men in their 20s, Michelle didn’t pay much attention until Brandon Graham, now her husband at 33, reached out to her.
The therapist pointed out that while they immediately felt a strong attraction, what surprised her most was Brandon’s willingness to share his feelings openly. This was different from older partners she had known, who tended to keep their emotions to themselves.
Michelle, who had been married to someone much older, now thinks that having a big age difference with Brandon makes their relationship more exciting. She thinks it’s because Brandon is full of energy and she has a lot of life experience, which together create a special bond between them.
The mom of four confessed that, at first, she felt bothered by people’s stares and judgments. However, as time went on, these outside opinions only served to strengthen their bond because they became more passionate about defending their relationship.
Although Michelle started off feeling doubtful about their relationship, they’ve now been happily married for two years. They describe their love as akin to hitting the jackpot in the lottery.
“I think the thing about the age gap that made this relationship work is that the age gap creates passion,” she said. “For me, he is young, fit, beautiful, vital, and fun. I definitely wasn’t finding that with the 50-year-old men. To him, I am wise and established while still being attractive.”
“It was definitely an instant attraction. On our first date, my first thought was ‘he’s even more handsome than in the pictures’. I mean there’s obviously the sexual attraction right, that’s like fire.”
“But then there was this emotional attraction. He came with a level of vulnerability that I wasn’t used to,” Michelle added. “Older men were just more rigid and they didn’t need anything from a relationship.”
“For both of us, it just feels like winning the lottery, everything we had been looking for, so that creates an amazing level of passion.”
The Texan mom had taken a break from dating, and it wasn’t until September 2019 that she dipped her toes back into the dating pool and first encountered the certified personal trainer online.
At first, Michelle didn’t feel very hopeful about it, given the age gap. When he messaged her, she opened it and thought to herself, “Another 20-something. Why do they keep messaging me?”
“Then I looked at his picture and thought, “Maybe a quick hello wouldn’t hurt!” I sent him a message that said, “How old are you?” and he replied, “Old enough to make you happy”. He was right,” she noted.
“There had only been one other man, right before Brandon. He was older than me. He was just the opposite of Brandon. He was just terribly rigid, and it was such a boring dating experience that I couldn’t keep doing it. Dating Brandon was a breath of fresh air. There was definitely more excitement.”
“The older guy would be like: “I don’t want to go to that place because it’s too hard to park”. It felt like he wasn’t living his life. They couldn’t keep up with me. They were just boring.”
Despite receiving stares from strangers, Michelle and Brandon now thoroughly enjoy dressing up and going out on monthly dates together. Michelle even confessed that the attention they receive from others adds to the attraction they feel because they’re determined to prove them wrong.
“The other part of the passion is knowing that people might be judging us. It makes us passionate about fighting for our relationship. It’s nice to be out just because he’s so handsome. We walk in the room and it’s like the screeching of a record sound. The whole room goes quiet. People are looking. It used to really bother me,” she continued.
“He made me understand that people are going to look. There’s no benefit in trying to make the worst out of it. Maybe people are looking at us because we’re a good-looking couple. If not, maybe they just don’t know what it’s like to really feel like this.”
Michelle and Brandon got married in 2021, having a beautiful outdoor wedding with fireworks before sailing away across a lake. Now, they spend their days working, taking care of Brandon’s 13-year-old son, and having dinner together. Although they worry about the future sometimes, Michelle prefers to live in the moment and not stress about what’s to come.
“Right now we’re 20 years apart but we’re in the same part of our lives. The big thing is that in 20 years, I’ll be 75 and he’ll be 55. For a while I was pretty resistant to this as a long-term relationship because of that. He wasn’t,” she said.
“It wasn’t that I couldn’t trust him to be faithful to me right now, it was can I trust you to take care of elderly me later? The thought of that is hard as we’ll be at different parts of our lives. I’ll be elderly and he’ll still be young enough to be healthy but I just can’t get stuck worrying about that.”